A Letter To My Mother...

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{image- www.boldsky.com} It is really a strange experience to me. I"m sure that you may also feel in the same way. This is the first letter that I am writing to you! Even though I am away from you for almost six years now, this is the first time that I am scribbling my thoughts to you.

I know that you are worried about my life and it is the most painful factor in your life now. Do you remember when it all started? Things started to go away from my grip as soon as I completed my Higher Secondary Examinations. Even when you were there as a strong pillar for me to hold, I was in a whirlpool of emotions. Then, life started to descend on me once again and you were there with all the warmth to nourish it.

The following years were blooming years in my life. Everything I touched turned out to be gold. At that time you were the gift that I cherished most in my life.

You were happy in my achievements, helped me to come back from occasional set backs and always stirred the fire of enthusiasm and aspirations in me. Even when I moved out of the home for my higher studies and career, we shared a strong bond of friendship, love and comradeship. I couldn"t spend one day without talking to you and it was the same for you too.

We never knew that the old doom in my life was waiting to take over my life again. My infatuations and drip outs in the happy days started to mark the beginning of the doom. Once again I started to loose. Then you realized that it is time for me to have a partner in the life. For the first time I fiercely opposed with your ideas. I somehow knew that some terrible similarity is there between your life and my life. I never wanted to go through the sufferings that you underwent!

I finally gave up my adamant stand before the guy of everyone"s choice. Till now, I totally agree with you about the man you"ve chosen for me. He is loving, caring and loyal at heart. However, as it had happened in your life, in our life too the external forces are playing their vicious roles in the strong suits. I am helpless to handle the situation and realize that even you fail to guide me in this dilemma. Upon that your dilemma in my situation worries me most.

You don"t have to worry! There will be a beautiful dawn where we can reunite basking in the golden rays of love and peace. There is a little butterfly growing inside me and I hope I will renourish the moments that we"d spent in the past. I am waiting to meet you again. I wrote this letter as a note for this mother"s day. However I know that we never valued such days in our life. Our idea was that there need not be a specific day to express what you feel. In any way this year"s mother"s day is valuable for both of us since it prompted me to complete a long unwritten letter.