Always Thinking Of You

I've been missing you like crazy. Not a second has passed that since the day that I left that you were not on my mind. My days are so lonesome and my nights are so long. I keep ticking days off the calender and every time I look at the calender it seems it's forever. Today I was sitting by the window thinking of you looking at the rain outside and I wrote this poem for you

From the first time I cast my eyes upon you
from the very first time you looked my way
I was absolutely sure that I knew you, that you were mine to be
I know that I don't have much to offer
And romance ain't my thing
But, honey, for you I'll do anything
Climb a mountain
Swim the seas

Go to the moon and back
Put my life on hold
Just so that I can live it with you by my side
I will be your closest friend and ever-to-be
To this bond forever I commit

I have many a dream and vision – some that the world has never seen and I want to see them come true. But I know now that even if I achieve them all and if I don't have you with me to celebrate them with - each one of them will be absolutely worthless. I don't care if I will have to throw it all away just to be with you. I will if that's what it takes. Anything just to be with you.

As I sit here looking at the picture of us together, I can't but remember the last time we were both together. I'll never forget how you sat in my arms and let me into your heart. I remember being reassured that this thing that we have between us is something that is here to stay. I believe in destiny. I believe that even if you don't feel it, you will be convinced some day.

It doesn't matter how long it takes me. It doesn't matter if I wait my whole life long to get you but I will only have you and no other. I'll do whatever it takes and I promise you time of your life. If you don't believe that love like that can exist, then just give me a shot and I'll make you a believer – and you won't regret it ever.