How cowell music,simon cowell Endured His Dad's Death

cowell music,simon cowell describes the experience when he happened to know about his father's death. He confesses that it was the hardest moment he ever had.

cowell music,simon cowell, the music mogul, may not be known for his sensitive side. He says that he had to hold back the tears when he re-lived the moment he realized that his father is expired.

“It was a horrible time. You believe everyone is going to live forever and it's just meaningless. I can't admit things and so I can't go to funerals and stuff like that. I find it very, very difficult to deal with that kind of reality. I shut myself off totally because it affects me so badly," reveals Cowell.

"And then, because I had to deal with that, it was the hardest thing I ever had to do - because I'd never lost anyone in my life. I just couldn't accept it. My dad was my best friend and he gave me so much good advice, which I will never forget in my life," says Cowell.

Cowell's father, Eric, who was an EMI executive, suffered a fatal heart attack in 1999.