Mother and son relationships

A mother pens down a letter to her son, when she could not understand her growing son's desire, emotions and blissful thoughts.

Dear son,
The first time I held you in my arms, I was so glad that I had the power to create something so beautiful. You made my life complete. You were the world to me. I have bottled every second of our life in the secret chambers of my heart.

Till date, your first step, your first word, your first kiss and many more are all etched in my dark eyes. But today, I fail to understand your thoughts, your dreams, your desires.... Am I being selfish to own you all by myself? Or are you trying to get rid of my clasp of love for good? I do not know! I want to know you more to be the best mom ever.
I Love You,
Mommy.